Hi, I’m Summer and I think I may be
addicted to working out.
The days are getting shorter and we have
been out of town the past few weekends.
I will also be out of town next weekend, the 10 days after Christmas,
and the next weekend. I’m finding it
difficult to get in long workouts and I’m stressing out. IMTX is only 155 days away!
This past week I missed a swim workout
and 2 run workouts. I didn’t workout
Thur., Fri., or Sat. I felt like crap
and I was stressed. Granted, I was at
the deer camp and I thoroughly enjoyed myself and I will probably write a post
about how much I enjoy it. But for some
reason this past weekend I just felt yucky.
I did get in a 1 hour 20 minute bike ride and 2 mile brick run on Sunday
afternoon. I immediately felt
better. This got me to questioning
myself, “Am I addicted to exercise?”
Yes, there are more serious addictions
than exercising but just being addicted to anything does not seem healthy. So this week I’ve really examined my workout
habits and state of mind. Of course I
feel better when I exercise but I’ve decided that there’s more to it than
that. I have no problem setting long
term goals, making a plan of attack, and working hard to achieve my goal. Actually, this is exactly how I roll. I have a goal (Ironman Texas) and a plan
(thanks Becky). That plan includes a
tough off-season. This time last year I was
blissfully awaiting the beginning of ironman training in Jan. I just wanted to finish and become an
Ironman. This year I’m more determined
to rock IMTX (my goal). The plan is to
push myself harder. To most this wouldn’t
seem to blissful, but to me it is like heaven on Earth. I know that the hard work will pay off!
I become stressed when I miss several
scheduled workouts during a week. These workouts
are the building blocks that will help me reach my goal. So you see, I’m not addicted to exercise, I’m
addicted to meeting or surpassing my goal.
I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not
an exercise addict, I’m a disciplinarian.
I’ve always been my toughest critic and I hate to face myself when I miss
a workout without a good reason. One of
my favorite quotes is, “The pain of discipline is less than the pain of regret.”
Currently, I’m analyzing my strengths
and weaknesses and determining which workouts are absolutely necessary. I’m working on being more flexible in my
planning. Hopefully, this self-analysis
and flexible planning will cut down on the stress levels!